v 1
Stuck in a loop, same shit, different day
wrapped in my cocoon, brain tripped, let it rain
stay in my room, mental tomb, don’t engage
20 fucking years am I ever gonna change
gotta b-real I’m insane in the brain, siccmade like brotha lynch
not dru down not feeling myself, self doubt got me in a sitch
lost in the crowd with no way out, not young, not innocent
old enough to know the deal but for real, I feel ill, I need medicine
hook
dormant, formin’ mold, it’s cold as hell in here
I’m getting hella old I’m bound to drown in fear
trapped in this self made incubus
I need to break free from my chrysalis
high strung, wide awake, die young, dilate, heart race, hide away, dark place, weight gain, migraine, my brain, can’t face, fuck, make, love, hate, fly straight, like papillon I just wanna get away
(I just wanna get away)
metamorphisize this butterfly is here to stay
(this butterfly is here to stay)
v 2
Here to stay, not going away, any day soon
I got pictures to paint, piglets to raise, food to consume
time to make moves, not to get rich but to get fit, sitting idle, still a child, in denial, cycles of shit
hard to admit to myself and to others that I’m sick and I have been for a long time
inside my mind, desperately trying to redesign my structure and climb
the fuck up out of this hole and train my thorts while I write my thorts on my train
they say that the only constant is change so why am I trying to constantly change
hook
dormant, formin’ mold, it’s cold as hell in here
I’m getting hella old I’m bound to drown in fear
trapped in this self made incubus
I need to break free from my chrysalis
high strung, wide awake, die young, dilate, heart race, hide away, dark place, weight gain, migraine, my brain, can’t face, fuck, make, love, hate, fly straight, like papillon I just wanna get away
(I just wanna get away)
metamorphisize this butterfly is here to stay
(this butterfly is here to stay)
credits
from Chrysalis,
released September 7, 2019
Produced by Aetcix
This album really showcases how Ceschi is a musical chameleon. And that it’s 16 years old and the quality of his musical collaborations haven’t declined in that much time is amazing. He’s grown to be one of my favorite artists of all time and there are some heavy hitters on that short list. CalWestCoast
I don't love this lp. homeboy sandman and r.a.p. ferreira would run 5 mns at least. good fucking god that's obnoxious.
Homeboy Sandman is a peddler of Christian evangelical tropes too, making him a total bore. like who fucking needs joel osteen on the mic. evangelical christians in the u.s. are simply obnoxious fuckers, Jeremy Leaming